( 邊境 )

上上一段時間，聽的全是蔡健雅，依聽的順序排列，深信不疑、達爾文、拋物線、空白格等，單首重複或一輪之後再重複。上一段時間，聽的是Anyone else but you，最喜歡the Moldy Peaches和Camelia Jordanna版本，以及KT Tunstall的Moment of Madness，尤其是Anyone else but you，連在行走的時候，旅律不自覺地哼了起來。

接下來麻痺了。

開了Youbue，腦中一片空白不曉得該key進誰的名字？靈光一閃，想起Lily Allen，搭上流行的順風車。然後我想我點了The Fear，我喜歡那句 it's all about fast cars and cussing each other，還為了找有F發音，再另找了官方video，可以盡情地fucking fantastic。

我想F word並不是從小聽到大，所以在耳朵「爆炸」的威力並不那麼強大，所以另一首Fuck you，並不是那麼在乎。這又讓我想起對於國外國內藝術家大小眼的論調，好像也有異曲同工之妙，結論會變成Fuck you比較「高級」，幹XX比較「低級」。喔，我也必須澄清，不是說藝術家都是「屎」，也不是有大小「屎」之分，反正經過時間的轉輪之後，他們會變成「史」。喔，是的，大放厥詞的藝評那麼多，哪個藝術家會注意非專業路人的比喻？喔，如果你是藝術家，又看到這段文字，請務必原諒我。

說到這裡，我在搭車的時候，想到音樂與藝術，音樂或許比較大眾又容易進入，即使聽不懂，也有基本的好不好聽、順不順耳。但藝術啊...(意味深長地)。此時策展人問：「你看得懂這個展在幹嘛嗎？」喔，我心頭一驚，不是懂不懂的問題，而是：「喔，我得要看得懂嗎？」好像失去了意義，會是世界末日。喔，策展人應該閉上他們的嘴！

回到Lily Allen，我貼上The Fear的歌詞，你會感謝我，不用再搜尋歌詞，但音樂(有F發音)你得自己找。(有了歌詞，版面看起來比較充實。)

The Fear

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds

I heard people die while they are trying to find them

And i’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cause everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers 
It’s all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear

[Bridge]
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m gettin thinner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear